Friday Blues

I went ahead and registered for a Friday class next term. As much as I love the feeling of freedom on Thursdays, I can't let Friday keep slipping by. Even when I try to be productive I'm not. Like tonight consisted of me reading about 30 pages in Berdyaev before my brain started to hurt, seeing the 4th Kind, and scheduling a maintenance for my car next week.

I'd be less bummed if Saturday didn't hold the same pattern. I'll wake up, watch some HULU shows, read Berdyaev, have lunch, read more Berdyaev, covenant group, read Olson, clean maybe, laundry, straighten my hair for church, read more Berdyaev. Possibly see another movie because I need to kill time and get out of the apartment. Maybe I'll go grocery shopping. I'll come home, have dinner, write a paper on Olson, probably read my scriptures assignments for the week, watch a documentary online. Read more Berdyaev. Go to bed.

Sunday will be wake up and go to church, covenant group, migliore, placher to refresh, whatever the other reading is, hopefully finish Berdyaev and start outlining. Website stuff mixed in between all that. I think that I'm literally doing nothing other than school, house care, and more school. And its not because I'm behind. I'm actually way ahead (oops forgot to add work on social work presentation in there), I'm just lonely and have no reason to leave the apartment.