I am really in no mood to study or think about papers, although I need to study for something that will not be mentioned in hopes that if I don't mention it it won't materialize. But I basically need to memorize about 200 vocabulary words by 1:30 pm tomorrow. The frustrating thing is that if I'm given the definition I can identify the word, but not vice versa. And how exactly do you define words such as God, love, grace, etc. Christians have been trying for 2000 years to define them and never really getting there.
I'm just frustrated with school right now. It's the first time that I'm doing well in something and I feel utterly defeated. I want to go home, but would have nothing to do there so I must stay here, but I'm not sure what I'm doing here. I love seminary, but I'm not so sure that I love social work. And I keep thinking that its only because I'm in one class and I haven't really had a chance to explore it that I'm unsatisfied. But what if I am not? What if my calling is to get an MDiv and not an MSW? Do I quit the MSW program, do I stick it out, so I go for another year and then realize that I don't like it and have wasted a year? I'm just so confused and I don't know why. I seemed so sure that I wanted my MSW.
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