Friday, October 23, 2009

Screaming in my Head

This has been a week in which I just want to scream, which usually manifests itself in me screaming to myself in my head. I'm just so frustrated with Baylor right now. It's not even the classes. I'm unmotivated to write my papers, but that's not Baylor's fault. Every semester about half-way through I get tired of writing papers. At least it seems that half of my papers are done by mid-semester instead of all at the end. I really need the bandhall @ 4am right now. I got my best work done there.

I am frustrated at emails. Either people not responding, or responding cryptically or just making me more confused. Is it so hard to set up an appointment with your advisor? This isn't even "I'm really busy right now, can we try to meet in a week or so." This is just plain not responding to a request. I'd be okay if I was at least acknowledged. I hate to think what would happen if it was something that I really needed attention to immediately. Dr. Baumgartner was always very good at responding to need. Albeit that he was a psychologist, but still, I always felt like he at least made enough effort that if I had to wait I knew that there would be a meeting at some time. All of this is just bringing up other things and it's not making the semester any easier.

I am frustrated at scheduling too. That the school of social work scheduled the only class I'm supposed to take next semester at the same time as covenant group which I'm required to take. It just seems like there should be more communication between the 2 schools. Also, why is the dual degree program set up so oddly? No, I don't want to go to school for one year at one place and then 2 years at another place and then go back to place 1 for a final year.

I am frustrated at websites that keep crashing, at websites I'm working on, and websites that don't have the information I need.

I am frustrated at myself for not doing my paper earlier (though to be honest, that I'm 1/3 done and it's not due until Monday I'm ahead of my usual self).

I am frustrated at Halo 3 commercials. What on earth does ODST stand for?

I am frustrated and in no mood to do my covenant group work tonight. Why can't this be the week of petition?

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